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Pillar - "Confessions"

Essential Records - September 22, 2009 - {Link to FULL ALBUM STREAM and 2009 Biography added; Hi-res Cover updated; Tracklist with further Cover Song info updated; Second new song "Fire On The Inside" posted on MySpace, Pre-orders added: CD + T-Shirt + Autographed Poster and CD + Hoodie + T-Shirt + Autographed Poster}

September 22nd, 2009


 
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Pillar - "Confessions"
Essential Records - September 22, 2009
 
01. Intro (0:10)
02. Fire on the Inside (3:12)
03. Whatever It Takes (3:52)
04. Secrets and Regrets (4:43)
05. Better Off Now (3:26)
06. Not Without a Fight (3:08)
07. Will You Be There (3:53)
08. Shine [Collective Soul cover] (4:38)
09. Call to Action [Copper cover] (3:48)
10. Lose It All (3:29)
11. You Are Not the End (3:35)

Total Playtime: 37:54
 
 
Noah Henson (guitar, vocals), Rob Beckley (vocals), Rich Gilliland (bass), Taylor Carroll (drums) 
 
 
PILLAR - "Confessions" - Biography 2009

If you were in a genre-leading rock band that had sold nearly one million albums, tallied ten No. 1 radio singles, 13 additional top five hits, a Grammy nomination, four Dove Awards and headlined nine national tours on your way to performing for three million people, what would you change about your band’s approach?

That’s easy: Absolutely nothing. Yeah?

But you’re not Rob Beckley, founding frontman and leader of Christian music’s premier alt-metal-come-hard-alternative band. He knows change has played a recurring and pivotal role in Pillar’s success since its formation. For starters, consider the five former members who have come and gone during this impressive run, Pillar’s continually evolving post-grunge sound, or even the ease with which the band continues to move between the Christian and general markets.

And now comes Confessions, the Essential Records act’s sixth studio album. Change may have been a key ingredient before, but this time around, it was a bonafide litmus test. First up, the recent additions of bassist Rich Gilliland (KJ-52, Brandon Heath) and drummer Taylor Carroll (After Edmund) to Pillar’s lineup. "Every single step of the way over the past 12 years, God has always put the right people in place for Pillar to take a huge step forward," affirms Beckley. "And we can already tell this time is no different. In the past, we have had great bass players and drummers, but no one ever talked about our rhythm section as a unit." That was then. As he explains, "We’re still a guitar-driven band, but now, for the first time, we have a tight rhythm section with a serious groove. Musician-wise, this is the strongest lineup we’ve ever had." And both on the road and on Confessions, it shows. (But let’s not get ahead of ourselves)

As if entering the recording studio with a game-changing rhythm section wasn’t enough, Beckley and Pillar guitarist Noah Henson – the band’s principal songwriters the past eight years – made an unprecedented move in pre-production by collaborating with several prolific writers outside the band. While Beckley once again handled most of the lyrics, he and Henson teamed with the likes of Chris Stevens (tobyMac, Sanctus Real), Skidd Mills (Saving Abel, Skillet), Keith Wallen (Fuel), Red guitarist Jasen Rauch, and Building 429 front man Jason Roy to take Pillar’s music into yet further new territory.

"When you’ve got four or five brilliant minds creating songs with you, it brings magic into the creative process," says Pillar’s Henson. "That’s why collaboration is the ultimate musical standard these days. A perfect example is our new single at rock radio, "Fire On the Inside." Chris Stevens wrote the chorus, I wrote the riffs on the verses, and Jason Roy co-wrote the lyrics with Rob."

Given the lineup of guest writers, it’s no surprise Pillar decided melody, composition and hooks would rule the day in these songwriting sessions, and insisted that emphasis continue after the band entered the studio. To seal the deal, Pillar turned to versatile producer/songwriter Rob Graves (Red, Wavorly). A graduate of Berklee, the renowned music conservatory in Boston, Graves marked yet another dramatic change by Pillar. Indeed, each of the band’s five prior studio albums had been produced by the brilliant Travis Wyrick (P.O.D., Superchick), and in an admirably selfless relational turn, Wyrick considered Pillar’s new direction and strongly supported their desire to work with Graves.

The decision paid off in spades. Says Beckley, "I had never gotten goose bumps listening to our own music before, but the production on Confessions is just a whole other level." While the band’s previous album, 2008’s For the Love of the Game, was "100 percent old-school Pillar," Confessions is the kind of record that will make CHR (contemporary hit radio) listeners fans of hard music. The 11-track disc, which features songs ranging from muscular, guitar-driven gut rock to beautiful, orchestral ballads, gives Pillar unprecedented commercial appeal. Confessions may be musically intense and layered, but melody is king. Beckley offers further insight concerning the album’s production. "As a producer, Graves is not only a master of the big picture, he’s a formidable guitar player himself, extremely good with melodies, and as deliberate as you can get with songwriting," he explains. "He pushed us places we never would have heard us going."

While Confessions’ music will be the first thing to raise eyebrows and win new fans, a thoughtful listen to the album’s lyrics sheds new light on Pillar in more profound ways. "Rob wrote about subjects I’ve never heard him hit on before," says Beckley’s longtime writing partner, Henson. He’s right. As it turns out, the breathtaking changes in the band’s approach to songwriting sessions and studio production, not to mention half its actual line-up, were enabled in part by significant growth on a personal and spiritual level. The catalyst for much of this growth was a confessional curriculum – called "My Secret" – taught in the Tulsa, Oklahoma church attended by three of the band’s members. (Pillar’s new bassist, Taylor Carroll, attends Hope Presbyterian Church in Memphis where his father, renowned recording artist Bruce Carroll, is worship leader.)

"The ’My Secrets’ study and the small group I was in rocked our worlds," says Beckley. "We had a girl who confessed to having an abortion, a couple shared the fact that they’d both had affairs, just wild stuff coming out into the open. The important thing is, at those moments, a life-changing healing began during each confession."

The members of Pillar realized the significance of what was taking place within their church, indeed within themselves, and prayerfully decided to pay it forward as a band. Beckley begins to explain, "As one avenue of response, our church had created a message board people could go to and pour out their hearts anonymously, and the confessions there were just overwhelming." That message board served as Pillar’s blueprint for engaging its audiences on tour. "As a band, we wanted to take that out on the road, do something to give our fans a way to pour out their hearts anonymously and start a healing process in people’s lives at each stop," continues Beckley. "So on our next outing, we took a confessional booth with us."

During the aptly named "Confessions Tour," which took place in early 2009, Pillar spoke from stage about the importance of confession and made the special booth available so that anyone who entered would be isolated and have the opportunity to respond via blank confession cards. "If you went into the booth, it was your moment with God," says Beckley. "1 John 1:9 says, ’If we confess our sins, God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.’ And writing it out is an act of confession. It definitely brought kids to the point of acknowledging their sin and what was going on."

Pillar’s fans weren’t the only ones the tour left an indelible mark upon. The band’s members read and prayed over each audience’s confession cards, and, as Beckley explains, "more than ever, the experience put things into a perspective of ’what we do matters.’ Pillar’s veteran guitarist agrees. "We saw kids struggling with deeply painful life experiences, suicidal thoughts, cutting, addictions...," says Henson. "And we truly saw the confessions being used as a tool by the Holy Spirit." Naturally, Pillar looks to take the confessional booth out on the road again.

Lyrically, Pillar’s new album picks up where the profound "Confessions Tour" left off. "Every song on this record could be broken down to ’If you just confess,’" says Beckley. "Confess your secrets." Under this umbrella, recurring themes on Confessions include unity, commitment and perseverance. Consider the album’s lead single to CHR radio, "Secrets and Regrets." Beckley, himself, put it best when he said, "If there was a title track, this would be it." Thick on guitars and even thicker on melody, "Secrets and Regrets" emotively confronts the destructive cycle of hiding secret sins and the toll it takes keeping those secrets. Pillar simultaneously slows things down and turns the beauty factor up to ten with the genuinely moving, symphonic rock ballad, "Will You Be There." The song’s multi-layered lyrics were born with a vulnerable, remorseful chorus Henson wrote for his wife. From there, Beckley composed a relational song about being committed to one another through life’s mistakes and hardships while, at the same time, grasping to comprehend God’s unshakeable love for each of His children. For the up-tempo active rock track, "Whatever It Takes," meanwhile, Beckley reflected on the extremely determined way he pursued his wife relationally while they were dating. Comparing a man’s feeble efforts to pursue a woman of his dreams with the way God pursues each of us, Beckley concludes in a nutshell, "God will do whatever it takes to get you."

On an album completely loaded with potential CHR radio singles, yet another must-highlight is Pillar’s cover of Collective Soul’s modern classic "Shine." Whereas the original 1994 No. 1 smash was just a demo recorded on a 4-tracks complete with simplistic programmed drums, Pillar’s version increases the tempo and features beefed up production with full instrumentation. While most of the song’s basic arrangement is loyal to the original, Pillar’s take features both a shredding guitar solo written and deftly performed by Henson and an artful scream-lyric Beckley tags on as his exclamation near the song’s conclusion.

To say Pillar’s emotionally attached to the Confessions album would be an understatement. Even with five previous albums, listening to their own songs had never made Beckley or Henson tear up before, but this time both have been thus moved by the new material on Confessions. "I poured my heart lyrically and vocally into these songs," says Beckley, "and a couple of them just wrecked me when I heard the overall sound, the production of the final mixes."

And his audience – how will Confessions hit them? "I believe God’s going to use these songs to touch people in ways I haven’t even thought of," he says with both anticipation and humility. All things considered, Pillar may be more intentional about ministry than ever. One thing’s for sure, Beckley & Co. are committed to mentoring an audience seeking deeper relationships with God and others by using confessions as an entry point for a real faith. How’s that for intentional? And not just intentional, but intense.
 

 
SONG-BY-SONG Album Description (featuring comments from vocalist Rob Beckley)

1. Intro

2. Fire on the Inside

"When you pursue Christ, you do it out of a yearning to want to know Him more. You wake up in the morning wanting to read the Bible, wanting to learn, wanting Him to speak to you. You have this passion. ... When Jesus was baptised by John the Baptist, scripture says the Holy Spirit descended upon Him and filled Him. The Holy Spirit is a fire inside of you. God keeps us close to Him and gives us a desire to pursue Him by giving us the Holy Spirit."

3. Whatever It Takes
"We added this song at the last second. I started writing it from the perspective of how I pursued my wife when I first met her. When you meet that someone in your life, you just outright pursue them with focused determination to win her heart. And then after you’ve been married for awhile, your wife starts questioning where that guy went. With that thought of doing whatever it would take to win their heart over – even if they said, ’No, I don’t want to be with you,’ or ’I want to break up,’ there was a resilience there. But that resilience pales in comparison to God’s pursuit of the human heart. He will do whatever it takes to get to you."

4. Secrets and Regrets
"If this album had a title track, this would be it. This is a song about confessing your secrets. The thought was this: If you spend so much time hiding secret sins and covering up everything, you spend so much energy on that you don’t have time to have a relationship with God or relationships with the people in your life. It often becomes an extremely vicious cycle. The confessional cards kids filled out on our last tour showed this again and again. In one case, a kid was as young as 12 years old and had a pornography addiction. A lot of young people – and adults – spend so much time being consumed with this one thing that now there’s all this regret. Many start having suicidal thoughts, and hurting themselves [cutting]. And it all stems back to something you’re covering up and not being honest about."

5. Better Off Now
"Looking back on my life, I remember the party days, and the drugs, and just the crazy times we used to have. You think you’re on top of the world when you’re in college. Nobody can tell you what to do – it’s fun. Nobody said sin isn’t fun, but it’s definitely destructive. Looking back now, now that I know that the living God lives inside of me, that He wants to use me to make a difference in this world, no matter how hard my life is, or what it is I’m going through, I know I’m better off now than I was before."

6. Not Without a Fight
"I originally wrote this song for the naysayers out there. But when I heard the final version of it, it was God talking to me. It’s the first song of ours that ever moved me to tears. It hit me so hard, and it’s not really a tear-jerker kind of song. It’s what this song is about – I’m not going to give up on who I am called to be, or stop doing what I am called to do. I’m not going to be defeated. ’Not Without a Fight’ is more of a spiritual battle type of song. If you believe in something, if you feel it in your bones that this is what God’s called you to be, then don’t quit. Don’t stop fighting."

7. Will You Be There
"Noah [Henson, Pillar’s guitarist] wrote the music and lyrics for the original chorus, and Rob Graves [producer] and I really liked it a lot. It’s one of those songs that goes both ways in terms of perception. It definitely can be perceived as asking a loved one or spouse, ’Hey, I messed up – will you still be there for me?’ But there’s also a lot of this theme on the Confessions album of questioning God. If we’re in the middle of life and we make a mistake, it’s like, ’God, I know you said that you’ll be there, and you’ll forgive me, but I’m a human, and I can’t fathom your forgiveness and your grace right now. Will you still really be there?’ I know there are people out there that are hurting, and they think they’ve done something so bad that God just can’t possibly be there for them anymore or that He was never there for them. The song started off there and it evolved into a very relationship driven song about mistakes and being committed to one another throughout life no matter what our shortcomings may be ... that ’for better or worse’ type of song."

8. Shine [Collective Soul cover]
"This was actually the first song that we knew we wanted to record for the album. Since Pillar’s formation, I’ve always had a list of songs going that would be fun to cover, and this was always one of them. Before we started pre-production on Confessions, we got a call from an A&R guy at our label, and he said, ’You guys should cover "Shine."’ And I responded, ’That’s crazy. It’s already at the top of my list.’ That was my sign that we were supposed to cover this song. Since Noah’s such a great guitar player, it just works so well. We wanted to do something to showcase Noah’s talent and showcase our new rhythm section, and "Shine" is perfect for that."

9. Call to Action
"I’m so thankful to be part of a church [Life Church in Tulsa, OK] that knows how to be – the verb ’be’ – the church. It’s inspiring to be a part of it. I really want to see more churches become that. Some friends of mine wrote this song, and it struck me as literally a call to action – everybody that calls themselves a Christian, everybody involved in the church should actually be the church, and start taking steps to becoming who God has called us to be. And that means actively being involved and becoming a servant and doing the things that need to be done."

10. Lose It All
"Noah had been working on the music for this awhile, and to me it was one of those really pretty, epic songs. The bottom line lyrically is: No matter how hard it is, no matter what it is you’re going through, or how bad the storm is, you’re still standing in the end. You can make it through whatever it is you’re going through. Another perspective you can see from the lyrics is that when you lose all of yourself, give up yourself for the pursuit of Christ, then you’re truly left standing victorious in the end. Losing yourself gives you more to gain."

11. You Are Not the End
"Noah came up with the chorus on this one, and he summed it up well just saying, ’I’m not going to let this defeat me. I’m not going to let this be the end of who I’m called to be.’ There’s a lot of that on this record – spiritually and physically continuing down the path of who God’s called me to be."


 
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